I notice that I feel a deep sense of shame for showing my true self. A deep sense of distrust in my feelings, my creative abilities and talents. For so long I have gone unrecognised. Unrecognised by my self and others. I have had so many gifts to share with this world. My talents. I am aware I feel ashame for being who I am. This is stopping my ability to manifest. I feel a shame for being me. I have been battling with a career that is not truly meaningful to me, and the desire for a career for a life that will set me free. why have I been doing this you may ask. Well, I think the reason is shame, is guilt, is judgement. I judge myself, i do not care for myself enough. This is preventing my ability from manifesting. So how do you deal with shame? How do I unravel the pain and the mistreatment i’ve been causing my self. Well move towards what I love.
Seek out positive affirmations that can help work on and heal the pain, the shame the guilt that i’ve been healing. It’s like being exposed. People really seeing me for who I am. A creative loving, inspirational being. That loves the arts, culture, humanity and life.
I’m dealing with shame, guilt doubt. So I am just going to stop, I’m going to stop disbelieving, stop doubting and stop mistrusting myself and my feelings.